I feel like I'm either walking on egg shells or barely balancing everything in my life and I feel like I'm about to drop something, maybe everything. I'm enjoying school for the most part, I have 2 teachers who just seem to want to drag me down. I can't count the number of times I've left either class in tears. I'm extremely non-confrontational so asking what the problem is in a straight forward fashion is out of the question. But I'm attempting to grow as a person, and asking straightforward questions is on my list of things to be able to do, with or without fear. Sometimes I struggle even writing this blog in less than a month...I want to believe I'm going to do amazing in my classes and remind myself I'm working toward getting an amazing degree doing what I want and will make me happy. Getting an ultrasound next week on my hands to check for arthritis. I don't know what else it could be...extreme pain swelling and stiffness in my fingers hands arms, elbows and shoulders. Yeah my body just sucks. Well that's all for today.
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